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Lord Of Sloth
02:56
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Juggernaut
You let the world rot
Hiding away is what you sought
Lord of sloth
Upon your throne of not
God of nothing
Misery in front of me why do you hide your face
You left us here in this forsaken place
Apathy the need to breathe is slowing the pace
Sacrificing ourselves in your sadistic maze
I Wont Be Another weeping willow
Stand By Me Restore this path of rubble
So What nobody asked for this
Mouth Shut apathy wont permit
Mind numb ignorance is bliss
Time bomb there is no stopping this
So What nobody asked for this
Mouth Shut stay in your dark abyss
Mind Numb wallowing in shit
Time Bomb TICK TICK TICK
Juggernaut
You watch the world rot
Fear has become a lesson taught
Lord of sloth
Upon your throne of not
Go back to the hole you crawled from
Worthless fuck
Worthless fuck
Juggernaut
You let the world rot
Hiding away is what you sought
Lord of sloth
Upon your throne of not
Sacrificing our lives in your sadistic maze
Juggernaut
Lord Of Sloth
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You limped into the madness
Your cars abandoned you seem a little lost my friend
But I can help you
Ill earn your trust I know the way
And theres a full moon tonight
I wanna taste your fear
But can you take the bite
Welcome to the show
Ill be your lead
Until I put you under
All your screams are drowned in blood as muscles leave the bone
This is where youll stay
Until the ever after
Weep as they pull your fucking teeth out
And make you wear them around your neck
The brain drill
Wade in a fecal bath
The higher youre raised the louder youll scream
Day wont come unless there's reason to change
Welcome to the show
Ill be your lead
Until I put you under
All your screams are drowned in blood as muscles leave the bone
This is where youll stay
Until the ever after
Ill slit your throat if you try to yell
And watch your body fall down to hell
Purified
Split inside
Opened wide
Victimized
Purified you will choke as you weep
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3. |
Basil Poisoning
03:10
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I thought I knew what I wanted
But everything that I get I end up pushing away
I spend too much time fearing what I can't control
Cant control
And like the fool I am i never lean
The day the devil won
I lost my will to live
What could it be Whats stopping me
Unable to see whats right in front of me
Fighting to find a meaning in this madness
If the fear would disappear will i find my way
Ill probably still kill myself just not for awhile
Heres to every laugh every tear every smile
Dont try to stop me just leave me be
Because the thoughts in my head are not the ones that you see
There we stood equally apathetic
Waiting for the other to say goodbye first
Though I try to unfold it there seems no point to this madness
You pulled me in you made me want to live forever
Now I know what losing forever feels like
Theres so many things that I could say
But often I feel like I cant control my brain
Staring at the clock wishing it would stop
Ive been too fucked up lately to see what I got
If I cant make it through then Im better off dead
Ive come to dread the place i lay my head
I thought i knew what I wanted but everything that i want i end up pushing away
And like the fool I am i never fucking learn
Fuck
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4. |
They Will Be Mine
03:58
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They will be mine
Raise their eyes to the sky
Give them something to worship before they die
Leaky bile from a putrid womb
Worthless cattle headed straight for the tomb
Your existence will be written as a tragedy
Bow down before the insidious majesty
Weep for me your tears only feed my lust
The more you scream the harder Ill bust
Raise their eyes to the sky
Give them something to worship before they die
Leaky bile from a putrid womb
Worthless cattle headed straight for the tomb
Isolate the masses they begin to fall
Peel off their skin and taste the blood within
Cowards cry alone when they die
Cowards cry alone when they die
They Will be mine
Raise their eyes to the sky
They Will be mine
Put your eyes to the sky
Retching bile from ingesting the mother
Demons born from the seed of another
Face fucked into submission
Hanging from the ceiling is your favorite position
They Will be mine
Raise their eyes to the sky
Betrothed to a burning furnace
Gather around let the ritual begin
The last specimen of a dying god
Lives within these walls of stone
Isolate the masses they begin to fall
Peel off their skin and taste the blood within
Cowards cry alone when they die
Cowards cry alone when they die
Cowards cry alone when they die
Cowards cry alone when they die
They Will be mine
Raise their eyes to the sky
They Will be mine
Put your eyes to the sky
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Raise the skulls to the ceiling
Bite the tongue rip it out
Eat the flesh for the feeling
Everything is crashing down
Pull the eyes from the sockets
Tear the nails from the skin
Its time to reap what youve sown
Let the healing begin
In the end you always fall back down
Never to be free
Reborn into the tree
Of which the roots have no depth
I see a reflection in front of me
Looking back I cant recognize my face
Trapped inside a gaze that Im unable to break
I can feel the demon sink his claws into my skin
Oh great ones
Release me
Give me back my desire to live
Asmodeus I do not want your lust
This story will continue without you
Ive gone under for the last time
My will is greater than my willingness to give in to you
In the end you always fall back down
Never to be free
Reborn into the tree
Of which the roots have no depth
If you will not release me from the earth
Then I shall lie here forever and scream from under the dirt
I shall lie here forever and scream
Suck my fucking
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6. |
Castle Of Horror
02:27
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Hopelessly trapped in a castle of horror
Im caught in a nightmare that I cant wake up from
Theres something inside me I can never escape
I had a dream last night that you were dead
But when I awoke you were missing your head
Fire fire burning higher
Making music like a choir
I never wanted anything more than before I met you
Misery free me
Fire fire burning higher
Making music like a choir
Misery free me
I want to break free
My demons are too loud weaving my funeral shroud
I want eyes that see
I want you and me I just want to breathe
I want to break free
I want to break free
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Bleed for me
Choked into the mud oh how you curdle my blood
Wasnt she lovely like a porcelain doll
Poison dries inside but the body stays alive
Wounds that fester fade skin over and scar
Dont you wish that youd forget them
Dont you wish that youd forget them
Wounds that fester fade
Fade
Skin over and scar
Dig for unsung diamonds in a soul
Shadows of a hope that we once knew
Love is just a feint
A shitty thing that kills itself by jumping off of balconies
Bow down to the beasts of prey
Blessed with gross validity
Carnal Instability
One that pulls you down into a place you never asked to be
That night they prayed to the silent gods buried in the dirt
To live with other righteous concubines
Dig for unsung diamonds in a soul
Shadows of a hope that we once knew
She was the dreams I was
She was the dreams I am
She was the dreams that I will never be
Wasnt she lovely like a porcelain doll
Love can feel so dirty when youre choked into the mud
Wasnt she lovely like a porcelain doll
Love can be so dirty when youre choked into the mud
Love is just a feint
A shitty thing that kills itself by jumping off of balconies
Bow down to the beasts of prey
Blessed with gross validity
Carnal Instability
One that puts you down into a place that you never asked to be
She was the dreams I was
She was the dreams I am
She was the dreams that I will never be
She was the dreams I was
She was the dreams I am
She was the dreams that I will never be
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Why are you crying
Because I dont want to die
But everyone has to die
I have so much more I want to do
What a shame for you
Time flies as you wasted your youth
Dead flies surround your rotten fruit
I can no longer sit idle as you tie your noose
Around your neck
The withering of your flesh has the mark of a serpent
The mark of a serpent
Deceitful charms are the diamonds of your lust
Scorched earth is your way of life
You dug your pit now lay in it
You dug your pit now lay in it
Welcome to the dreadful truth
Your future splats onto the ground like spoiled food
Rancid goo
A putrid stew
The bile seeps into the cracks and you will too
The life you sought in death will rot
Your treasures thrown into a pit and then forgot
The time draws near for you my dear
Wasted time dwelling on things you used to fear
Bones decayed
Cancer takes hold
Pushing the needle in
Ripping through the fear
Castigation
Closing the casket down on you
Time flies as you wasted your youth
Dead flies surround your rotten fruit
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Speak to me
Speak to me
Speak to me if I am lost then so are you
Help me see
Help me see if I should die then you will too
Hold me tight within your sweet embrace
Only in this mirror can I see your face
Shattered cords why cant you sing
Fallen angel where are your wings
Broken Spirit full of hatred
Time has been so unkind
In sleep I find the most relief
From you internal source of grief
In time
In time Ill loosen these constraints
For now
For now I am the one to blame
My darkest love it cannot be
I do not wish to set you free
In time I hope that you will see
That you will be the death of me
Yeah you will be the death of me
I brought you in I made you mine
I let you come possess my mind
And I wish you well for I must go
Ill see you in the depths below
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10. |
Struck By Lightning
03:39
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Everything that you told me
Is slowly stripping away at my sanity
Stripping away
Time and time again you pull me into the darkest hole
The darkest hole
Struck by lightning
Love will unbind me
And now I know just what you are
Struck by lightning
Love will unbind me
And I will crawl from the ruins
Tearing down everything
Taking all you could from me
Making a prison out of my home
In the end you left me alone
Backstabber
Everything that you told me
Is slowly stripping away at my sanity
Time and time again you pull
Me into the darkest hole
I just want to be free
Struck by lightning
Love will unbind me
And now I know just what you are
Struck by lightning
Love will unbind me
And I will crawl from the ruins
I spared your life today
Thats a debt that I intend to collect
I spared your life today
Mother fucker
Now I know just what you are
Now I know just what you are
Mother fucker
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Lose yourself in lucid dreams
Nothing is quite as it seems
Lose yourself in lucid dreams
Nothing is quite as it seems
So run and hide
lock yourself inside
A castle in the sky
As a thousand years pass by
There is no salvation
No gratification
in the endless cycle of desire
In this endless cycle of desire
Pray for attention
Pray to the masses
Lose yourself in lucid dreams
Nothing is quite as it seems
Lose yourself in lucid dreams
Nothing is quite as it seems
So run and hide
lock yourself inside
A castle in the sky
As a thousand years pass by
There is no salvation
No gratification
in this endless cycle of desire
There is no salvation
No gratification
in this endless cycle of desire
There is no salvation
No gratification
in the endless cycle of desire
There is no salvation
No gratification
in this endless cycle
Lose yourself in lucid dreams
Nothing is quite as it seems
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Look and see the sun is rising
Everything is beautiful
All the faces of our loved ones
Feel their warm embrace
Look and see the sun is rising
Everything is beautiful
All the faces of our loved ones
Feel their warm embrace
The mood is melancholy
Thoughts dwell on loved ones passed
The rain pours down
Thunder crashes through the sky
Today is a good day to walk through a
graveyard
We all have lost someone
Some of us carry burdens of things left unsaid
It all seems unfair
Look and see the sun is rising
Everything is beautiful
All the faces of our loved ones
Feel their warm embrace
We all have lost someone
Some of us carry burdens of things left unsaid
It all seems unfair
There will come a day where crying and sadness
Will be no more
There will come a day where crying and sadness
Will be no more
Crying and sadness will be no more
Crying and sadness will be no more
Look and see the sun is rising
Everything is beautiful
Look and see the sun is rising
Everything is beautiful
All the faces of our loved ones
Feel their warm embrace
Every weight falls away
And grace and overwhelming love takes their place
Their place
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Never Again
Ive woken up too many times
And grabbed a bottle to drown my crimes
If I cant feel it then it isnt there
If I stay medicated I wont care
Ive let my demons win so much that am living in hell
Ive failed so many times when I should have bettered myself
If I could go back and turn my mistakes around
Oh who would I be
Defying the past how would it change me now
Would you see me differently
Oh how Ive missed you
Child of the past
you and I both know
what this has done to us
I have slowly torn us apart
Im sorry my love
If I could go back and turn my mistakes around
Oh who would I be
Defying the past how would it change me now
Would you see me differently
I owe you everything for pulling me back
Thank you for saving me child of the past
If your heart ever stops
I hope that mine stops with you
And If we come back
I will bury you in the next life too
Never Again
I owe you everything for pulling me back
Thank you for saving me child of the past
If I could go back and turn my mistakes around
Oh who would I be
Defying the past how would it change me now
Would you see me differently
Differently
Differently
Differently
Would you see me differently
Oh how I miss you
Child of the past
Oh how I miss you
Child of the past
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With a golden crown and a rotten carcass
You trapped me in a cell where I got used to darkness
You gave me lead sunglasses that bore your name
And I wore them faithfully like a fucking slave
With a golden crown and a rotten carcass
You trapped me in a cell where I got used to darkness
You gave me lead sunglasses that bore your name
Your name
Forgot about all light
Cause I lived in your shadow
As I started to bleed invisible bile
Lived in desperation that no one acknowledged
A delusional Druid trapped in Stonehenge
Forgot about all light
Cause I lived in your shadow
As I started to bleed invisible bile
Lived in desperation that no one acknowledged
A delusional Druid trapped in Stonehenge
Presented with the key to a hateful cage
I locked it and threw it away
A willful hostage to a cruel luck
With a bleeding axe you didn't give a fuck
Trust me
I remember every word
Trust me
I remember every word
With a golden crown and a rotten carcass
You trapped me in a cell where I got used to darkness
You gave me lead sunglasses that bore your name
Bore your name
And I wore them faithfully like a fucking slave
Like a fucking slave
Trust me
I remember every word
Trust me
I remember every word
With a golden crown and a rotten carcass
You trapped me in a cell where I got used to darkness
You gave me lead sunglasses that bore your name
And I wore them faithfully like a fucking slave
Trust me
I remember every word
Trust me
I remember every word
Trust me
I remember every word
Trust me
I remember every word
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
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15. |
Waiting To Die
04:12
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Lower us hypnotized into the grave
Theres no time left in these dying days
Too tired to work not tired enough to sleep
Feeding our dreams into a damaged machine
If youre gonna be damned put your knees to the floor
If youre gonna bite the hand then get ready for war
We live our lives just waiting to die
Nothing left inside
Passion undiscovered lost and forgotten
When the time has gone away will you have lived each day
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Can we break these chains we build up everyday
Slaves to a master leading us all astray
I need to escape this trap myself
I need to know that Im meant for something else
I need to know that Im meant for something
We live our lives just waiting to die
Nothing left inside
Passion undiscovered lost and forgotten
When the time has gone away will you have lived each day
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
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In a perfect world I would already be dead
Youve taken so much away I dont have anything left
I found you in the dark
You ripped me from the light
I fell into the fray
You bound me to the grey
Blood letter
We all have a price to pay
Blood letter
Addiction paved the way
Blood letter
You always know just what to say
Blood letter
Youre the part of me I hate to accept
Set me free
You will wander to and fro searching for a way out
Something to feel a reason to exist
Emotionless trapped in a constant state of apathy
Gazing upon a reflection of yourself
Time passes hours become minutes years become days
It slowly engulfs your spirit like a poison draining all passion you once had
If only you could grasp ahold of magic again
The wonder of a child
The strength to climb over the walls that only exist in your mind
For now you wander aimlessly trapped inside the grey
Bleed you filth
Release me
I just laid in my bed and slept
Such a subtle way to lose yourself
Such a subtle way to lose yourself
The vines of trepidation slowly wrap around your brain
What once was free is now contained
Necrosis begins to set in
An infection with no antidote
A disease with no cure
A voice trapped inside screaming to get out
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Locked behind a door without a key no path to guide you through
What once was held no longer seen the hell that dwells inside of you
The walls no longer crumble for the bricks have turned to dust
The truth remains that you have claimed your own life with your lust
BLOOD LETTER
We all have a price to pay
BLOOD LETTER
Addiction paved the way
BLOOD LETTER
You always know just what to say
BLOOD LETTER
Misery set me free
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