I thought I knew what I wanted
But everything that I get I end up pushing away
I spend too much time fearing what I can't control
Cant control
And like the fool I am i never lean
The day the devil won
I lost my will to live
What could it be Whats stopping me
Unable to see whats right in front of me
Fighting to find a meaning in this madness
If the fear would disappear will i find my way
Ill probably still kill myself just not for awhile
Heres to every laugh every tear every smile
Dont try to stop me just leave me be
Because the thoughts in my head are not the ones that you see
There we stood equally apathetic
Waiting for the other to say goodbye first
Though I try to unfold it there seems no point to this madness
You pulled me in you made me want to live forever
Now I know what losing forever feels like
Theres so many things that I could say
But often I feel like I cant control my brain
Staring at the clock wishing it would stop
Ive been too fucked up lately to see what I got
If I cant make it through then Im better off dead
Ive come to dread the place i lay my head
I thought i knew what I wanted but everything that i want i end up pushing away
And like the fool I am i never fucking learn
Fuck
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from the grey,
released November 18, 2022
Producer: Drewsif Stalin
Mixing Engineer: Drewsif Stalin
Mastering Engineer: Stephan Hawkes
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I am more a melodeath guy than deathcore, but I enjoy all the symphonic elements or rythym changes. This album is a BLAST omg my neck hurt, so much headbang🤘🤘 olive855
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The whole album is pure gold! Sometimes I just sit down and listen to the whole album and do nothing else. Awesome rhythms, riffs and Courtney's golden voice! <3 Pazi
Dark but designed to move you, this Dallas group uses menacing synths and popping live drum to make heavily rhythmic post-punk. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 13, 2019
supported by 11 fans who also own “Basil Poisoning”
This album manages to mix pure brutality, emotional melodies, addicting riffs, and brilliant lyrics all together, and it works in the most beautiful way. razorfish123