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Basil Poisoning

from the grey by Jared Dines

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I thought I knew what I wanted
But everything that I get I end up pushing away
I spend too much time fearing what I can't control
Cant control
And like the fool I am i never lean

The day the devil won
I lost my will to live

What could it be Whats stopping me
Unable to see whats right in front of me
Fighting to find a meaning in this madness
If the fear would disappear will i find my way

Ill probably still kill myself just not for awhile
Heres to every laugh every tear every smile
Dont try to stop me just leave me be
Because the thoughts in my head are not the ones that you see

There we stood equally apathetic
Waiting for the other to say goodbye first
Though I try to unfold it there seems no point to this madness

You pulled me in you made me want to live forever
Now I know what losing forever feels like

Theres so many things that I could say
But often I feel like I cant control my brain
Staring at the clock wishing it would stop
Ive been too fucked up lately to see what I got

If I cant make it through then Im better off dead
Ive come to dread the place i lay my head

I thought i knew what I wanted but everything that i want i end up pushing away
And like the fool I am i never fucking learn
Fuck

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from the grey, released November 18, 2022
Producer: Drewsif Stalin
Mixing Engineer: Drewsif Stalin
Mastering Engineer: Stephan Hawkes

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